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my upper thigh. I glanced down between us and saw that the bandage on his side was red with blood. I was horrified. Not only was I raping him, but I re-opened his bullet wound! My body posture changed and he knew that whatever aroused me was over. The hold on his upper arms loosened and I tried to move my hips backwards. His heels pressed against my lower back 140 Derekica Snake forcing me deep into him. His arms wrapped around my shoulders pulling me down onto his chest, the strength in those arms keeping me from moving away. His forehead rested in the crook of my neck. I m sorry...you re bleeding. There was a panic tone to my words. No....no. Erik s voice was broken and stuck in play back. ...no... He tightened his grip on me...everywhere. I gasped as his portal clenched down around me. What the fuck was I doing? I had ripped his stitches. I was in the middle of raping him when he was injured and weakened from the painkillers. I m sorry....sorry. I tried to ease myself out of his body. ...no...don t go I felt that whisper sweep along my bare chest. His legs tightened on me. I became aware that not only was I engaging in sleep sex, I was bare assed naked. How had I come to be this way? I had never done that in my life at least I thought I hadn t but I couldn t remember all of what the old Trevor had done. Erik... I reached behind me pulling at his ankle, trying to get him to unclench. I knew the agony he was going through. The forceful possession he had inflicted on me was still fresh in my mind. Too fresh. Erik& He crushed me tighter to his chest. His mouth was pressed against my ear. Don t stop...Trevor....please don t stop...it s been so long and I missed you so much. Erik... I pushed against the mattress trying to get some leverage to lift off him. I ve waited for you for so long. Don t pull out of me. The pain is nothing. I could feel the strength of his body. He had used it against me so many times these past few months to show me just how weak I was compared to him. Only now, as I lay on his heated body, here on this fantastical island was I beginning to understand what he had been trying to do. The trial by fire the Devil had put him through had results that allowed him to stand on his own two feet and eventually to stand by the Devil himself. It didn t work for me because...it was me, not the person who was Devil once upon a time in another world. All those times I fought him with every ounce of my strength I was as 141 My Hostage My Love effective against him as a foam baseball bat against a professionally thrown fast ball, that was me not the Devil. I could feel my heart begin to pound hard as a wave of panic hit me. Then he whispered, Treasure....please treasure me. Don t leave me out here all alone again. I can t bear it. Take me with you... He tightened his body around me. The forbidden pleasure sent a shiver down my spine. He felt that resonate through my body. His tongue came out and licked at the curl of my ear then he captured my earlobe in his warm cavern of his mouth. I could feel the searing heat of his blood seeping onto my leg. You re still bleeding. The crisp white sheets were stained the bright crimson of fresh blood. You re holding me. It doesn t matter. His words whispered across me ear and my body shuddered. He tightened around me. I bit back a gasp at how good that felt. Of course it matters...let me go. I wanted to thrash free but how could I without doing worse to him. I had forced myself on him while he lay wounded and asleep. I was a rapist. I didn t think I was capable of such a thing but here I was. Erik.... I don t care that you don t love me. I ll love enough for the both of us. I need you, Trevor. When you left my world shattered and the pieces I tried to put back together wouldn t fit, they kept shifting out of place. It wasn t the right world without you. You made me who I am...you used to love me as I am. A kiss pressed against my neck. You made me promise never to beg anyone to love me again. You said I was the way I was because I was meant to be with you. Please...please, please, please. I m begging you, Treasure. I ll be whatever you want me to be. I m on my meds. If you want to tie me up, so you feel safe with me, I ll submit to you. If it means that you will love me, you can wound me to keep me weak. I recoiled and accidently hit his wound. He muffled a gasped of pain as I was telling him, I don t want to hurt people. I thought how ironic that was that as I was avowing that I didn t want to anyone and then I did anyway. He hissed in pain again as it turned the corners of his eyes and mouth pale with agony. Then it s just me? You ripped me apart, Trevor. I thought it would be easy once I had you back in my arms 142 Derekica Snake [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ] |
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